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Tuesday, October 28
confusion...failure?
my life have jus been turn topsy turvy.
first is the big thing abt worrying abt prelims results. then when i get then i get worried abt how much will be moderation be. now i got the results i worry abt wat jc i can go. now with only less than a week left to Os i still got loads of stuff left to study.
i have jus found out that my sis is that lagging behind in her studies and me being the eldest have to help her. the more i help her i worse i feel abt myself. for ignoring her studies to the extend that she dun even noe how to use 'despite' and 'even'. really dun noe wat i doing as a eldest in the family. then i walk out and see my other sis being insensitive to the extend that she switched on the tv so loud jus to listen to the chinese orchestra playing. then my mother so engrossed with her tai chi and her chinese novels and not lending any help. really makes think wat kind of family i belong to.
my parents object to me going to sa cos they think it is a v slack sch as my cousin got retained there this yr. they also think i will fall into bad influence there. then the other sch of choice will be aj and i refuse to go there. no way.anyway after Os then think abt it.
then i feel so confused to the extend of feeling like a failure. fail to do well in anything. i feel stupid to think this way but i am. and i have been nursing this damn headache for e-yon time liao. headaches seems to be coming to be at a higher frequency...
zhen slammed at 17:41
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