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Saturday, February 21

i dunno

i dunno whu will be reading this blog..maybe yt and tt ppl and maybe fang or watever..this blog is more or less jus read by my rv ppl and frens there dun think any ppl frm my class 04s77 will read this....
time is flying past. in like a wk more the results will be out and like darrlyn say it is d day for us. i agree with him. d for doom if the results r bad. d for delight if the results r gd. that is the day i can also see my frens..haven see ppl like yt fang hui for a long time liao. jus saw ser yest..she came to crash sa..stupid girl lah..
maybe i am not sure of wat i am feeling but i am cure that watever bonds i have with my class is incomparable with the friendship forged in 2 yrs in 3k and 4k...u ppl r the pillars of my life. my fren wrote this "even if we dun meet everyday it is that bond that we shared thur the hardship and the happiness we been thur that makes us know that we will always be there for each other when the need arises" i huess it says it all. i will see u guys on fri or watever when we go back to rv. some may cry in joy some in sorrow. but watever happens u jus have to know that i will be there for u ppl.
these weeks have been quite hard for me.i got rejected in not the love sense but the impact is still hard. for like 7 yrs i have been going there and now i am forced to stop..i hate it!
i also find similar sutuations happening to me both in rv and sa..that i am always the vase beside the flower. somehow or other i jus dunno how to have a friendship with guys in sch, not that i or they dun talk to them but it is like maybe some girls click better with the guys than me cos i always feel like i am the one tagging along with my other girlfren when she is talking to guys. maybe i am jealous maybe i am jus being too insensitive to things that happen ard me and the things that i say that may anger them. i really dunno...

till fri...

tt peez....i will be going to watch u guys on wed..u got a match with fuhua that day right??? all the best!


zhen slammed at 07:33

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Friday, February 20

art sucks

i hate art!!!! it is taking up so much of my time and energy and i feel so depressed when i see other so damn chio pieces...maybe i am jus not fated or jus dun have the talent to do it..



zhen slammed at 16:04

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Thursday, February 5

to add more....

to add to wat yt say...not that i dun wan to copy is that ppl all copying and sometimges it jus that u got no time to finish...i also tot the copying culture stopped at sec sch for everyone but it jus continued now...
but i still quite guai there lah..do most of my hw jus that got soemthigns i really dunno how to do like maths...wat geometircal progession....catch no ball....not even air


zhen slammed at 11:35

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Sunday, February 1

i noe i have been wirting alot abt sa so i dun write abt that now...jus wan to say



I DUN WAN TO LEAVE SA!!!




anw after spending time over cny with yt ser fang and hui jus feel that i really missed their company. and the friendship. jus that yes i have frens in sa but not as close with them compared to the others. think those in jc reading this will understand. if u have found frens whu u can share friendship as close as u have with yr sec sch frens then i really wish u all the best in yr friendship...but everything needs time....let time let it course.

and if u r really suffering in watever jc u r in be in it looking for frens or sch work or jus everythign here is my piece of advise for u...

frens: open up and let ppl in. dun set a standard for the ppl ard u to reach be4 even trying to develop a close friendship with them...let nature take its course

sch work: copy lah!!!

for ppl in sec sch...
frens: u noe wat to do lah enjoy yr time there with them

sch work: for sec 4s study hard and jus copy!!
for sec 3s copy and play!!!



zhen slammed at 16:35

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