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Wednesday, June 30
tiem 2am supposed to be studyign for maths but like wat beav say 'pain is optional, defeat is inevitable..y mug???'hahah but think i should study abit lah..but now time to slp..the blackout was fun lah...
zhen slammed at 01:57
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Tuesday, June 29
it seems like the common topic nowadays is common test..hahah it is a pile of rubbish lah...sch sucks lah okok not tt bad lah i mean only the common test part of it sucks..class and others is ok lah...
i am bored lah...jus got 'scolded' by my sis..crap lah she says i have no morals, keep spending time with my frens not not spendign time with my family. say i should not go out on sundays and it should be spent at home with my family...hello i go out on sun for trg and hello again wat u wan me to do with my family...play with them??? it is v gd if me and my sis or parents dun quarrel in even 1 day..not tt i am short tempered or wadever but they know how to annoy u lah..or maybe i jus am short tempered when treatign things with my family...so i am scolded that i have no morals, dun love my family...no morals??? abit too strong lah..but i can be frank i enjoy time spend with my frens than with my family..
but to think of it i am kind of a failure lah, being the eldest sis and not havign any authority over my sisters, i mean they dun respect me, they dun give a damn abt me, ya i noe respect is to be earned but arghhh wadever ok nto whie i am typing my smallest sis asked my 2nd sis some qn and she say ask yr eldest sis..she is so lazy...and in the whole time she is watching tv..
anyone knows how to book chalet??and the price??i noe kinda of how to book lah call the ppl there and wadever else lah...but where is teh best chalet and the not tt ex??
all the best of all yr test ppls no matter wat jcs or wat sec sch u r from!!!
zhen slammed at 21:56
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Sunday, June 27
ok ppl...u may think i have became a euro fan...i think i am abit liao...time now is 5am sharp and i am still up watching the match...haha this is still not too bad lah the second match i have watched so far only...now into 2nd extra time and still goaless on both sides...pretty dumb lah...
so tmr or rather today is the last day for me to study...so wadever...back to watch the match..dunno how will i survive the first day of exams all the way from 8am to 545pm...we will see...
zhen slammed at 05:05
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Saturday, June 26
y blogspot so damn slow...i edited my template like yesterday then till now still haven updated it yet!!! wat the heck is happening lah...so damn slow!!!
zhen slammed at 11:15
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Friday, June 25
i slept at 550am after watching the england portugal match then woke up at 1220pm..not bad considering wat time i slept..then i went to eat my breakfast cum lunch till round 2pm. my mum started to watch the vcd 'into the mirror' on the tv and i ham..so i went to my rm...started to study abit then started reading books then somehow fall asleep till now!!!!
sleep: 550am to 1220pm
nap: 230pm to 6pm
total hrs slept: 6 1/2 hrs + 3 1/2 hrs = 10 hrs!!!!
i am supposed to be studying...haiZ sure cannot finish le lah...and everything is going to be dead....
...downward spiral...
zhen slammed at 23:50
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englang vs portugal!!!
shit lah now is 515am..i haven slpt a wink since last night 230 to 730am...now going to wat i hate most penalty....either teams r a waste to lose in the process...but i damn high now!!!!
think for tonight i have like 3 or with this 4 entries???
zhen slammed at 20:34
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waiting for eng vs porto
waiting
haven done any work since
have been online since 1130
told myself to get off at 12
then now liddat
sure cannot finish studying
think i can go and find my common test le
hopefully i will not fail too badly
i hope the coffee i took can last me till 430..actually feeling abit high now...high on caffeine...hahhaha...xP
zhen slammed at 17:52
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wat the hell....
have u even wondered how does crop circles get formed..these big and intricate circles which r formed overnight in large crop fields in places in europe and the latest few in america? jus read it somewhere think reader digest....quite fun lah some ppl have came up to admit tt they do it but other studies have proved otherwise so wat the hell...
the roles of these ppl whu go and investigate these things have always intrigued me, guess it is cos they lead a life which i could only dream of...i rmb when i was young i like to read abt the lives of the eygptians and romans, dunno y also their lives and their daily activities r v appealing to me and could keep me awake reading them till late into the night. then i wanted to be a person to look into the lives of these ppl in the past. at that time i still dunno wat their ppl r called and tll this v day i still have not went to find out wat they r callde...not tt i have lost interest in this job but then this kind of job is not as appealing to me now. hahah i still am v much interested in the lives of the ppl in the past..heck i still read the horrible histories book borrowed by my sis from the lib..they r gd lor...
now sitting in front of the com typing my entry at 1134pm think i am jus typing for typing sake..our lives har..maybe will be a topic of study for ppl in the 30th century..
so i also no need to say this but the holidays r ending soon like a few more days left..jus curious whu have finished their studying for common test for teh jc ppl or finished doign their hw for the rv ppl or jus have u finished wat u set out to accomplish when the june hols started...
time really flies..abt 2 1/2 mths ago i jus got acquainted with my present class and have grown to like then better, abt 3 mths ago i got my o lvl results back , not long before tt i siad my last goodbyes with my 1st 3 mth class, abt 6 mths ago i got to know the most fun grp of ppl s77, 7 mths ago i took my o lvl i can go on forever but all these memories r etched in my mind as though they r only formed yest....
have u ever tot of this: have u missed anyone in yr life beofre? not like miss as in like miss their presence but like missed them like on the road of life and not getting to know them better than their surface value... i guess i have to alot of ppl..i admit i am scare to reach out to ppl in new surroundings...pri sch have quite a few cos i have heard stories of them from my frens from these schs some gd some bad but mostly bad..guess the bad things stay in ppl's mind and get rooted there compared to gd things...nvm nvm i am sure there r stories of me going ard wherever..or should i think so highly of myself in the first place...
ok..my fingers r hurting le....shall now check for typo errors..wadever...too troublesome to edit it...xP
i guess everyone wants to be in love or jus loved by alot of ppl...
zhen slammed at 15:09
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copy from ju...i got nth to do lah...
-A to Z-
A - Age: 17yrs 5 mths and 4 days (guess i am tt bored)
B - Band listening to right now: none...my winamp spoilt
C - Career in future: gd qn...
D - Dad's Name : Kang Chee Kiong
E - Easiest person to talk to: fang
F - Favourite song at the moment: someday by nickelback
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: both..the...
H - Hometown: singapore? bukit batok?
I - Instruments: piano
K - Kids: so damn pinchable and irritating
L - Longest car ride ever: singpore to seremban
M - Mom's name: Lee May Chee
N - Number of siblings: 2 younger sis
P - Phobia[s]: nvr really tot of it..failing in wat i do?
Q - Favourite Quote: gd qn...
R - Relationship now? : another gd qn...
S - Song you sang last: here wo u by 3 doors down
T - Time you wake up: 730am..have to go to sch...
U - Unknown fact about me: i have the correct mind and the wrong body...
V - Vegetable you hate: 'chong' and ginger..counted or not??
W - Worst habit:coem to irritate me and u will know
X - X-rays you've had: mu lungs
Y - Yummy food: basically anything...at the moment craving for choco
Z - Zodiac sign: capricorn and aquarius
zhen slammed at 12:12
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Wednesday, June 23
love is...
so many ppl ard me r in love sometimes really make me wonder wat the hell is this big thing abt it...i can easily name 5 6 ppl whu r in the love river...sometimes beign single is gd like u can go any where and u dun have to report or have a commitment to anyone but on the other hand to have a person whu caer abt u and be there for u is also nto bad..guess the closest to this will be frens but wth fren whu r attached r not much diff...think it is true tt ppl change when they r attached...been there seen them moved ard them...dun give them a choice to choose betw u and their other half..1 it is a v hard choice which i think and i hope i have not given my attached fren this hard choice be4....2 i think i will still lose to the stead so y even make me and them feel bad...
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up these defenses, you build this whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own any more. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darknes, so working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
--Neil Gaiman--
love....
wat is it?
i don't care,
do u?
maybe u do...
maybe i will...
maybe it will come,
till tt day,
i stay the way i am.
zhen slammed at 15:43
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Monday, June 21
boring day
sometimes i really missed those times where i am engaged in deep conversation with ppl i thinki it is always yt forget it i am writing crap...
zhen slammed at 08:16
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Sunday, June 20
time 225am
the time now is 225am and i am still not sleeping...jus i am became a typical night person...wadever
anw i shall make my wishes and hope and ambtions for this yr
1. promos
2. learn programming
3.prepare for backpacking after As
4. save money
zhen slammed at 17:41
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Friday, June 18
jus came home...
the time now is 1245am and i jus came home..hahah damn shuang today. went out with my art frens haven seen some of them in like 6 mths (ok only one haven seen for like 6 mths but it is still v long when i have not seen them all tog)
made me realise how much i have really missed their company..used to rmb the times where we will be tog every sat from 3 to like 9 jus crapping and painting and jus enjoying each other's company...but today still not bad as a whole...i made a damn stupid choice to wear a tanktop to the cinema lah...was shivering my way thur the chair thoughout harry potter...it is not a bad show lah...i din watch the previous 2 so dunno how gd r those but i can tell u prisoners of albazam(wadever...figure out the spelling yrself) is worth the money to watch...at $6.50..i still go back to my stand tt no movie is worth spending $7.50 or $8.50 to watch...
so after watching harry potter we went to marina to eat steamboat...the food there sucks cos their salt is appartently free then all the diff kinds of food seems to have the same kind of seasoning so we were basically eatign diff foods with the same taste...got so sick of it but the company was gd one again lah...i mean how bad can things get when u r with gd frens...so the steamboat left the 4 of us damn bloated so we decided not to take the bus back and walk back to the mrt station instead...so we walked along the road then have to go into the park...ended up we started scaring each other and think we pretty much got lost in the park so even with 3 other guys with me at tt time we all pretty scared lah(i mean cos the whole park we deserted then only got like lights like 10m apart from each other then with the whole place...damn creepy...even i cam imagine tt place a gd place for couples to go to but think my stead better not bring me there...jus saying only...not like i have one..) so decided to retrace our steps and walked to some main road and walked and walked and walked ourselves to the mrt station...realised tt we have walked abt 50 mins when the walk from the steamboat place to the mrt station( if we knew how to cut thur the park) was supposed to take only like 20 mins or less...hahahaha wadever...
then went to play pool...suddenly my slicing balls like damn gd---suddenly...hahahhaa played 4 games and won 3...damn shiok...then took cab home and end of story... ok i realised i typed alot....nvm nvm
shall start studying or rather mugging tmr....MUST...only 10 days left....shit....
see u guys on tues in sch...maths....rmb..wadever dunno whu will see this notice also..maybe sarahy and hema only...
PS have to spend like 10 mis jus correctting the amt of typo error in this entry...my typign really cmi....
zhen slammed at 16:42
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Tuesday, June 15
jus back home...
jus came back home from studying (dunno counted or not lah but at least i did like half of the common test paper) it was more like talking study ask qn then copied the wrong qn from fang then got suaned by jieru and sq...k lor i damn blur one wat....
then went to see clothes..hahah haven been so excited abt them for a long time le...try so many tanktops then only bought one...wadever lor the customer is always right wat =P
so we better have 77 outign to sentosa le...miss tt day in sentosa...actually wan to get a tan lah so quick!!!
so wed have class outing-bbq in nick's house in wdls...dunno those ppl in potong pasir will coem down or not...really quite for for them...then still got ppl living in pasir ris and tanah merah...this is always wat happens when u have ppl in yr class living in all 4 corners of sg...v hard to find a common place...but lets hope it turns out all well
tmr going back to rv to get o lvl cert and meet fang hui and ser then mug....see frens first priority studying is a close in fact v close 2nd priority....so must study.....
only 13 days left....
ps should go back to causeway another time....really....
zhen slammed at 10:24
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thinking...
wat trying to do the maths then keep getting the wrong ans...so being such a person whu is easy to fen xing(dunno han yu pin ying correct or not)(anw it jus mean losing concentration easily) like me i started to let my mind drift.....(seems like telling story)...
i was thinking wat jieru said abt her sec 4 class gathering..she said last time when it was still sec 4 her class outign where filled with ppl talking then eating then singing in short enjoyign themselves...wat happen on their last class outign was tt they jus started gossiping and jus talkign abt the weather like nto much common topic le so in short again not as fun and liek not so close to them
i guess this is usually wat happens when u dun see a batch of ppl for like 3 mths since we got our results back. in sec sch we spend like almost 8 to 10 hrs tog in sch or outside but in each other's company so of cos we have common topic to talk abt and noe wat is going on in each other;s life and with the real gap in life llike the distance and diff sch we drift and then fun tt we used to have in the past soemtimes jus drift
soemtimes i really missed the times i spend with my class..even though the class was nto united looking at the comical things tt we have done still bring back many fond memories like pl with his 'magnetising the nail' incident which he raised his arm so damn high to het the magnet (or was it the nail) out of the magnet's magnetic field....liek the field got so strong...but nevertheless it gained us the first smial which we got from llm...and xiaoyi with his left hand rule....hahahhaa and those times where me fang hui fab thomas pl and jw styaed in teh class rom after sch ends those were the days man...
miss the days...
but guess we jus have to move on...
like now i and tryign to bond my current class with a bbq i helping other ppl doign all the planning... and my other frens in sa..s77 jie sq and the rest must have outing..and my table tennis ppl..for seniors study hard and we will see u for the intra sch thingy and others jia you!!!
all of u out there...
JIA YOU!!!!
zhen slammed at 01:19
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Sunday, June 13
mugging...or trying to...
i am bored now as alot of ppl went for either FAMINE CAMP ( which u have to starve yrself for 30 hrs and dun think u can slp for most of the time. actually u can only slp for 2 hrs. crap right and u also cannot bathe. the aim is to let u experience the life of the poor lah) or UNDER NO ROOF CAMP (which is a 24 hr camp aiming to let u experience a life of the ppl wo houses so in short they make u super dirty and dun let u bathe) both camp damn shuang lah but i never go....crap lah cos of the stupid teacher....forget it i shall enjoy my weekend rottign at home....
so 2 wks of hols have passed and i have 2 more wks to study for my common test when sch reopens....dun let the name 'common test' make u think tt it is jus soem other small tiny whiny test it is actually a damn mid yr exam....so wat have i done in sa so far...tryign my best to study lor.....
anw hols r a gd chance to catch up with frens so i have tried and guess wat everyone is so busy. some with stead some with cca soem with their other frens and u get the pic lah it is nto as easy to fidn the out as compared to like maybe last yr where u jus have to call in the monring and i will be there in the afternoon or somethign....now have to like book in advance.....
went to the je lib on fri...damn shaung place to nua jus sit there and slp also shuang and there really alor of rv ppl be it present or ex...think it will be my other favourite haunt le....if dun wan to go home after sch can jus go there and study or read books or jus nua and rot
sometimes catching up with old frens also takes courage cos u have not seem then in like 2 mhts or at least nto have a gd chat with them for 2 mths and dunno wt is up there in their live so in conclusion not much common topic and hopefully the silence between u and them is somethign both parties dun find odd or else there will be somethign wrong and must be clarified immediately
wat am i doing here when i should be studying...i also dunno hahahaha dun caare so much first see whu is online chat dl songs chat surf read some books and the day is GONE!!! hahahahahhahaa
seems like i am bringing abt my own doom...canoot much pia le....mug....
zhen slammed at 13:06
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Tuesday, June 8
back
i am back from china..cannot say it turn out as well as i expected maybe cos i am not tt close to them as i tot i was then really felt the gap with them..forget it lah maybe can find some frens to go overseas after a lvl wat a big dream i have damn big but i still enjoyed myself lah
back home then have to start studying again mid yr exma crap lah..haven been studyign since wadever....shall try now
back to trg cannot say i dun miss it btu also cnaoot say i missed it it is more like a part of my days le so looking forward to it being part of my life's schedule
realise hwo much my trg clash with everything nvm nvm
zhen slammed at 13:24
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