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Tuesday, August 10

how i spend my last few days? msging sarah. guess it says it all. then study. can u believe it i actually studied. i mean really studied and did my tutorials. ya i noe it is not alot but hey i did.

think wat sarah said in her blog or somewhere, that when yr close frens r attached, they spend virtually all their time with their steads.but when they face problems they come back to their girlfrens. sometimes i am really glad to have those bf whu cause probs for them. haha in a way i got a topic to talk to them abt, yes i know we have drifted. i mean in diff schs now then haven seen them in a month or more. wat do u expect. ya am supposed to call them and jus chat but i dun dare. ok i jus dun dare. so today my fren's bf caused prob then i talk to her online when i haven been chatting with her for eons yrs. then called her and talked. it was like the first long conversation i had with her without any interuptions from anyone since i think first 3 mths. yes we met up once or twice in the june hols. not like i really got a chance to talk to her. we were studying. hate being in diff schs. this jus sux. jus sux. was chattign jus now with yt. was talking abt the times when me and her went mad. and i realise i cannot recall any. no concrete memory came to my mind.i cannot believe myself i cannot think of any significant memorieis with her. i rmb the time we were suposed to go to world trade centre then took the wrong bus then changed. really enjoyed her company then. then during study grp. drinking iced coffee by the poolside. but times when we went mad? i really dun rmb any.

time to make new memories

i am supposed to be studying. doing my chem tut. wad am i doing here. i dunno. was listening to linkin park songs. they really have gd lyrics

i dunno wat's worth fighting for
or y i have to scream
i dunno y i instigate
and say wat i dun mean.
i dunno how i got this way
i know it is not alright
so i am breaking this habit tonight

will i change how i am tonight. have to figure out wat is wrong with me first.

zhen slammed at 02:16

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