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Wednesday, September 22
so ya as everyoen knows the promos is jus looming ard the corner and we, being those whu could only wait for the onslaught of exams papers r now frantically trying to find time and detertmination to study or rahter cham everythign we can into the puny little thing up in out head called the brain. but hwo effectice is it? hwo effective is ponning sch and stayign at home to study? how effective it is to come to sch to attend lesson or rather attend some lesson and spend most of the time in the reading room in a desperate attempt to study also? i guess it is really up to each individual to make this comment.
so ya i having been blogging much these days. cos of
1. i cannot blog at home ya dun ask me i dunno y also.
2. i cant be bothered to.
3. i lost my train of thoughts somewhere.
so ya alot have happened this week. ya friends come and go and some will jus stay with you forever. cannot say tt i have found those fren cos i have not been thur' forever' yet. but ya i can say i have found some which i am sure will stand by me thur thick and thin. i jus the frens which we make in different educational insitutions r different. those made in pri sch r those whu were there when u r discovering yrself. those times where u made a fool of yrself. sec sch is when u have more or less found wat u wan in life. the changes which u go thur and the times u spend there is things and memories where u will carry with u for a long time. in jc, fren r ther to comfort u when u get bad results or u r jus too stressed over sch work. but ya i think those frens made in sec sch will be those who u will keep in touch for a long time. y do i think so? becos u have spend a much longer time with them? ya cos time is an impt factor in friendship. not saying tt quality is nth but er mm my gp not tt strong so i hope u can get the thinsg i am saying.
i shall nto make my blog into a place where i complain abt daily stuff. it will jus make me sound so monotonous and so damn whiny...
hahahaaaaa
i think i screwed up my bio clock. have been gg home round 7 odd in an attempt to study in sch which is nto v effective. finish eating dinner then go to slp till 10++11 then online. then another futile attempt to study. cannot fidn teh way to actually start studying. then by the time i touched abit i feel i have done so much then went back to slp.
so many ppl pon sch today lah. only 13 miserable souls came. haha really miserable. only 7 went for maths tut. power! guess this is our class.
so will nto blog for a long time cos ya i cannot blog at home. so to all pls go and start study. and take care of yrself. know tt nth in this world is un-solvable. pls dun vent yr anger and frustrations on yrself or try to forget yr worries by doing funny things to yrself. haha guess the person intended to read this will nto see it also....
zhen slammed at 09:07
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Tuesday, September 14
haha finally i can blog something cos for some freaking reason or another i cannot do it at home.but then i also dunno wat to blog..hhahaha so damn contradicting and ya fun. in sch now in the lib during lunch. jus had a damn good laugh at someone's expenses jus now...ermm nvm shall not say. =P haha the flower v nice...
ok so the promos r coming soon liao and i am not really studying...jus slacking ard in sch and at home. more like catching up on past work than studying the past notes. so ya hahahHAHHa
guess no one missed me right...hahah i am tt easily forgetable..hahahah boo hoo hoo.....
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(suggested by charmaine ==> to show tt i am VVV bored here. )
ya i think god heard our prayers and gave us rain. jus love the sounds of the splattering of raindrops onto the window planes and the floor. even the slight flooding in some places cheers me up. hahha rain jus SMELL damn GOOD.
thank god.
You and I can share the silenceFinding comfort together
The way old friends do
And after fights and words of violence
We make up with each other
The way old friends do
Times of joy and times of sorrow
We will always see it through
Oh I don't care what comes tomorrow
We can face it together
The way old friends do
zhen slammed at 13:12
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Sunday, September 12
zhen slammed at 01:10
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Monday, September 6
i shall post a happy entry tonight, or rather thsi morning at 1++2am. if i suddenly cont typing into some quite sad or depressing thing then i really got nth to say, cos i am typing this blog wo any prior plan in mind. it is jus how my mind goes and thinks. i could not blog for the past 3 days cos in the space where u r supposed to type yr entry, the flashign line does not appear (the flashign line where yr letters will apear when u type). so ya cannot blog. shit jus typing these few lines i realise some common probs in my typing. i always type the -ing into a -ign and the not into a nto. haha it always seem to me tt i change the positions of the last 2 letters of the word. btu all u ppl out there with a big and damn brilliant brain inside the think skull of yours should be able to figure out wat the hell am i typing. u should be able.
so shall start with friday. sch jus sucks on fri. maybe is the too-early-i-start-to-celebrate feeling which causes the dull and uninterested-in-anythign feeling in sch tt day. so ya went to sch then civics which made me realise tt see toh actually got a life outside sch...hahah i am being bad here. okok everyone is entitled to wat they r and wat to be outside the physical and imaginary boundary of sch. she was discussing abt singapore idol with us. haha. then we had assembly where ms chia spoke to us abt the fun fair next yr. ok it seems to be fun. but i only got one thing to say....hahaha whuever be the class rep or asst class rep will have a heavy responsibity to carry out next yr. and it will not be me. hahah. i had enough of it. ok then i pon all the other lessons i had for tt day. then went down to creative to get my mp3 player. haha i am so happy over it. blessed am i.
sat started at 930am when stupid esmond woke me up with his phone call. yucks such an unearthly time...yaya i think i mumbled some incorrigible things to him then hanged up and went back sleeping. woke up a while later to go down to toa payoh for the table tennis comp. so scary place. ya shall here congratualate esmond again for getting into the 3rd round of comp. well done effort. then went to play abit of pool with ck then only reach hoem at 9++. shagged. but the dunno where do i find all the energy to stay up till 2++3. guess i am jus not tired.
sun is another damn slack day. kept sleeping my day away. haha wat's new man??? hahaha. ya so this is it. end of my supposedly supopsed to be happy but not so happy blog. not like got things which will put a smile on yr face when u read this. so wadever. haha i am happy hope tt u r too.
there is no end to this road. but u and i know the end wil come. how and when will it come will only be determined by yr own two hands and yr actions.
live yr life. u only got one.
zhen slammed at 01:58
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Friday, September 3
shall jus blog here for blogging sake. actually there is really nth much to talk abt. dunno y am i doing this dumb shit also. hahaha think i am really going out of my mind soon. ya so guess tt is all.
shottz this seems stupid coming here and jus type like these few lines. okok i shall add more.
will ya PLS take care of yrself...u r freaking ppl ard u out. not tt we dun wan to help u but then we cant. things have to be solved by yrself and yrself alone. dun shed yr tears over ppl whu r not worth them and whu will nto even care abt wat u did for them. u know smth, u dun have to put up a brave front. ok maybe in front of strangers cos ya we ppl have our pride. but when u r with frens whu r concerned abt u jus let go. let go
i think i have lost the courage which i had mastered from the meet-the-parent session. i had really slacked alot in my studies. ya i have been ponning my lects cos i dun see the pt in going. i go there and jus copy the notes. i dun dare to face the fact tt when i sit there in the audi, i will either fall asleep or jus be dumb founded by wat the teacher is saying. my tut r not really there yet but still ok for some subjects. i dun dare to open my tys to do the qns there for fear that the qns there will mock at my stupidity. i am afraid to take my notes out and read and realise how incomprehensive they r to me.
i dun wan to get retained.
i dun wan to let anyone down.
i dun wan...........
i really dun.
zhen slammed at 01:30
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