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Friday, September 3

shall jus blog here for blogging sake. actually there is really nth much to talk abt. dunno y am i doing this dumb shit also. hahaha think i am really going out of my mind soon. ya so guess tt is all.

shottz this seems stupid coming here and jus type like these few lines. okok i shall add more.

will ya PLS take care of yrself...u r freaking ppl ard u out. not tt we dun wan to help u but then we cant. things have to be solved by yrself and yrself alone. dun shed yr tears over ppl whu r not worth them and whu will nto even care abt wat u did for them. u know smth, u dun have to put up a brave front. ok maybe in front of strangers cos ya we ppl have our pride. but when u r with frens whu r concerned abt u jus let go. let go

i think i have lost the courage which i had mastered from the meet-the-parent session. i had really slacked alot in my studies. ya i have been ponning my lects cos i dun see the pt in going. i go there and jus copy the notes. i dun dare to face the fact tt when i sit there in the audi, i will either fall asleep or jus be dumb founded by wat the teacher is saying. my tut r not really there yet but still ok for some subjects. i dun dare to open my tys to do the qns there for fear that the qns there will mock at my stupidity. i am afraid to take my notes out and read and realise how incomprehensive they r to me.

i dun wan to get retained.

i dun wan to let anyone down.

i dun wan...........

i really dun.

zhen slammed at 01:30

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