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Friday, October 1
i am currently in sch now trying to do some last minute studying. i guess it is not really working. was in the room in the reading room for like close to 2 hrs. feel so damn unproductive. almost like nth could get into my stupid peasized brain of mine. haha i am really a useless fool keep wasting time these 3 days where u r supposed to be either having consultation with teachers in sch or mugging yr hearts out at home. sorry guys i did none of them. the blasted organic chem is really damn sucky. got to memorise so many equations and reactions within like 5 days. ya i have 5 days more to study my 3 pathetic subjects.
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chem
organic chem: think i roughly know intro, alkanes and hopefully alkenes. i dunno how much of arene and alkyl halides stayed in my brain. as for hydroyl..haha i haven touched it yet. si=o tt is 50% of my chem paper
physical chem: i have done the first few chaps jus now now at periodicity which beavan took away to study. so i got ya periodicity, chem bonding which i din even study for common test and i think i will revise thur my energetics again. come to think of it, this is the other half lump of my chem paper. guess i better buck up.
maths
ok i confessed i have touched maths be4. i was confident abt it then. rmb the keyword here..."then" now or rather yest was tryign to do differentiation...wahh i am so dead for it. and ya whu wan to teach me ap and gp? haha. guess my level of confidence is also morekor less gone for maths.
phy
i haven touched it yet. come on i really suck at phy. yaya i will still flip thur it be4 the exam. hah maybe start study on wed night? haha i really dunno. i really dunno
i guess these 3 to 4 days at hoem has really taught me smth abt myself. i am a person wil v low self determination. i take so damn long to actually start working and by the tiem i have actually sat down at my tale to study i am already tired and went off to lala land.
i am such a useless bum right? i think so. i dunno wat i have 'studied' these 3 days is enough for me to pass or promoted to j2 or not. i am feeling bad and guilty now. i promised my mum to get decent results. haha and here i am now thinking of jus passing. ya pass 1 A and 1 AO and hopefully i will be promoted on probation or have to see the HODs. wadever lah. i am sorry tt u got such a person as yr daughter.
ya i agree with beavan tt comign online and chatting with frens really can help u destress. smth it really works. go there and jus let go. ya i mean frens ARE supposed to console u and be there for u in times of needs. but even though if their efforts and words dun coem from the hearts, i will still rmb them. haha. so ya thanks to kevin, cindy and beavan.
i wan to get a job!!! i wan a job after the exams and during the holidays. ya of cos it is for the money. money is one of the main things which makes the world go round isnt? i wan the money for much better uses...anyone interested in backpacking aust after yr As? i dunno when u guys r gg into ns but wadever..
so all the best
zhen slammed at 14:11
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