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Sunday, October 17
date: 15 oct
time: 10.45pm
listening to: simple plan-welcome to my life
feeling: screwed up, cheated
u dunno wat it's like to be like me.
to be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save u
welcome to my life.
i guess it jus makes me feel like a failure. ya i banked on chem and it failed me. i dunno how am i gg to get promoted. maybe by pure luck tt the sch moderates the results. [15 mins passed] i have been studying chem for the whole time of the supposedly study break but seems like nto much went it. i am studying. but ya the results does not reflect. i screwed up my last org qn. mixed up the 2 thingys. 10 marks. wat the hell am i thinking. ya cos phy din fail to make me fail. expected. maths was ok considering much little i studied. i should have went to study my maths. it is more worth it. so now without any A lvl pass i am in the field of rare ppl whu r facing the threat of retaining. to come to think of it, i promised my mum to get decent results for my promos. haha is this decent results? oh ya can u believe tt gp is actually my best subject. hahaha a big joke. this whole promos is nth but a joke. it is not called promotional exams for a reason. it is a matter of u promote or not. so guess i am in the hands of fate. time to swallow my pride and go begging teachers for marks.
now thinking of it my whole life is kinda of a joke also. for my whole life i am being comapred to everyone. my whole life right from my birth. this does nto only include studies. it comprises of all aspects of life. [shall stop here for now]
date: 16 oct
time:11.53pm
listening to: some korean show on tv
jus came back from watching ballet under the stars. ok not tt bad. soem parts is nice. but i like the music. not bad...must experience everything in life once.
ok i swear u gusy should go to this site.
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/
freaking funny..ok some extracts from there...
1.
So well ... Yes he made a lot of sense. SO GIRLS! WRITE ABOUT MENSTRUAL BLOOD AND SEXCAPADES! Give photos of used pads! Boys! Write about your masturbating to your sister humping her bf next room (I know someone who does that!!!!! *gasp*)!
2.
Moths appear by the truckloads at my house. They especially like to fly into the bathroom to look at my beautiful naked body when I am bathing! Unfortunately for them, they are also quite stupid.
When they fly in, they sometimes catch me shitting. When I am shitting it stinks and the sight of a girl shitting has no sex appeal at all. Good thing? I am immobile and thus unable to attack them.
3.
think guys, from another real life example I read, should refrain from talking about how much they love masturbating (five times a day sometimes with both hands), jap porn, rubbing their genitals against warm and soft objects etc. SOMEONE SAID HIS SPERM SMELLS LIKE TUNA MAYONNAISE! Up till today I cannot eat that offensive bread spread without a mental picture of that guy wanking off - which I assure you is not very appetitizing. (p/s: To the author of that if you are reading this, THANKS AH!)
conclusion: she is a damn dumb bitch with a SUPER HIGHHHHHH lvl of self confidence....actually pretty interesting to know such ppl. daily entertainment.
ya guess it is all...anyone know where to get whiskey and ya coke i know where to get...i wan to make fresh burben coke...to drink away my worries..hahaha trying not to think of them and ya thinking of how to get marks from mrs leow...
time: 12.45am
zhen slammed at 00:45
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