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Wednesday, December 29

death toll: 68, 464 and rising...


zhen slammed at 16:09

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Monday, December 27

for those whu haven been reading the news lately, let me tell u smth big which has happened. an earthquake which measure 8.9 on the richter scale stuck in the indian ocean off the islands in sumatra. this is the 5th largest earthquake ever recorded in history. yes or those whu took geog, u may be glad tt the epicentre is in the ocean and not in the countries itself or damgaes will be worse. think again. the great earthquake unleashed tsunamis which measured to as high as 10m which hit sri lankan, india, thailand, indonesia, the maldives, myanmar, and malaysia. terrifying walls of waves up to 10 m were reported in many areas, roaring ashore with bewildering speed, sweeping everything it its path; ppl, cars and houses all alike. the waves flattened hotels and homes, uprotting trees and overturning cars.

"ppl tt were snokelling were dragged along the coral and washed up to the beaches, and ppl tt were sunbathing got washed into the sea. "

watch the news ppl. watch how families have to bear to see thier own loved ones being swept away by the waves and r utterly unable to do anything. see how the tsunamis unleashed its power on the beaches and houses. see how cars r stacked on top of each other, balancing delicately, with ppl still trapped inside.see how dry streets r turned into mud lands in an instant. see how young the victims are. even babies r not spared. there is no difference betw a white man and an asian. both were killed in this great disaster. also see how an asian piggy-backed a white man out of danger. see how ppl responsed to the call of the red cross donating wat they can offer. see how ppl stare danger in the eye and still risk their loves to bring us the latest news in these places.

death toll:
sri lanka: 5880
india: 5279
indonesia: 4488
thailand: 461
malaysia: 44
maldives: 32
bangladesh: 2
myanmar: 1

total: 16147

think of the ppl whu died for no reason in this tragedy.
observe a minute of silence pls.



zhen slammed at 19:07

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Friday, December 24

damn it is bored to spend xmas at home. initially wanted to spend it in front of the tv having some me time with the tv. but with all the news showing orchard and ppl doing last minute shopping, damn i wan to be out there in the streets. wanted it so bad.

love all ard me i guess. let me count off how many ppl ard me r attached....beav and jieru, fang and marc, hui and jian guang, serena and her class mate. tt is like almost all my gd frens r attached. ya guess it is really love all ard me. come on i am sure u guys have MORE than enough love to go ard betw the both of u right....can give some to me?? but seriously this is the season which ppl wish to have some company to talk to be, jus to be with. so it was really a v BAD idea to even think of spending xmas at home. so to anyone out there to think tt they wan to do tt next time DO NOT TRY. no matter how nice the tv shows may be. n-O man.


someone is dying,
someone is crying,
and someone is loving.

sure there is love in the world,
jus look out in the street and learn.
couples cuddling everywhere,
steaming glasses of all who stared.

come on and open yr heart,
give of love and less tears tonight.
dun only see yr beloved baby,
wat abt yr poor frens, dearie?

also the lonely orpans and children dying,
give then yr heart, yr love, or jus some of yr money.
show them tt there r ppl whu care,
in the form of present and gift for them to share.

as this season come and gone;
hey, this love will not groan and moan.
as sure as the snow will fall anywhere but here,
snow symbolises love as pure as it is felt everywhere in the world!

(this is done by me. dun give the credit to anyone else...)



zhen slammed at 22:53

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Thursday, December 23

i am convinced tt i am slow. and i dun pay attention to the small details of life ard me. which is kinda of true now tt i think of it...some events which happened only to me and me alone. hahaha

"I've come undone and all hopes of mending me are gone because the pain too my soul. Can't you see? The only one who can put my back together is ME."


zhen slammed at 22:51

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Monday, December 20

seriously i think there is a generation gap betw me and my parents. either tt or we jus have a different mentality altogther. i mean i can jsu count of the no of things which we dun see eye to eye on. like the cost of money to buy clothes or jus in generally living expenses. like clothes first, it is v normal for a top to cost anywhere from 10 plus to 20 plus. thsi will simply depend on the place u buy from, the brand, and the quality. apparently my parents dun understand tt and think clothes r there jus to be wore. like jus now my mum brought out this checkered dress which a ribbon strap across the waist kind out to show my dad, complaining tt my youngest sis can wear tt dress like fitting and stuff but jsu refuses to wear it. i mean hello??? this is like how long ago. checkered all the way green and brown somemore. plssss. ya and even a hair cut which cost like 20+ abit they think TOO MUCH. i volunteered to pay wat they whould pay for me in a neighbourhood place to cut which is round 12 bucks and they still think it is a waste of money to get a hair cut for more than double the price. say wat haven earn money and alr know how to spend it. fine fine.

the most joke thing is my dad mentality. seriously is those kind of v traditional kinds. cant really blame them . i mean those day which they grew up in the 70s and 80s, where will u see ppl putting f*** words on the msn nicks. tt i can understand lah. seriously when my dad see tt on one of my frens nick, he was like screaming u beter stop talking to this fren. u knwo the norm. then jus in i was looking at friendster when he came over and see. then he asked me am i putting my pic online fro the whole wide world to see (his exact words..jus translated). then i showed him (heng i changed my main pic). then he see this pic which my fren put as main pic. this guy topless and the back view of the girl topless also. both clad in only jeans. u cant see anthign other than the guys bare chest-front view and the girl back. and he say wat is this. haha then i was like a guy chest and a girls back. wat else can u see. then he assumed his authorative voice again and tell me nto to befriend this person. haha like this is FRIENDSTER. fine i shall nto tell him too much stuff. then he finally added tt i better make sure i am nto doing anythign funny online. ok fine. parents...

seriously i need to go and dig my ears to get rid of all the ear wax which i have inside. i cannot hear the bell ringing when it is time to stop work which my fren whu is sitting much further fromt he bell can hear it loud and clear. i cannot really get wat my frens r saying and it usually ends up with me making a fool of myself and allowing them yet another chance to suan me. think i have come to the pt where u can suan me watever u wan and i will either do one of the three things. 1. give u the diaoz face and walk away. 2. jus yaya and ya wadever. 3. jus make another stupid comment to give u guys another reason to suan. i am convinced tt i am providing entertainment to ppl. make them happy.

i dun mind being poked fun at to make u guy happy. ok i sound so damn sadistic. hahaha










*we laugh at youth cos we r once absurb, we love it cos we've once tasted the sweetness. that's youth*


zhen slammed at 01:27

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Sunday, December 5

char told me to blog so here am i.. ok kinda of lame but ya i have nto been blogging so ermm eons yrs if anyone even bother to read my blog. haha okok let me think wat have happened since my last blog. which is ermm for the month of november. shall jsu blog abt those things tt happened to me which i can rmb.

start of nov:
6 nov: started working at my uncle's office
7 nov: class bbq at nic hse. ok overall considered kinda of a success. haha still rmb the indians dun really like us girls drinking vodka. like so ermm wadever lor...
8 nov: the memorable day full of screw ups. hha the jig jaw puzzle and all
10 nov: went back to sch for pw. jieru bday. haha fun
12 nov: went back to sch for smth. haha dun rmb.
18 nov: 4k sentosa outing. haha kinda of fun cos ermm those ppl i dun really wan to see din go. and like only 8 turned up but it is still fun. haha
25 nov: rv tt chalet. ok kinda of fun to see all my juniors again. missed those kinda of v loud and lively trgs which i used to have and ya now dun have
29-1 dec: sa chalet. hahahahahah vvvvvvv fun. shall leave it at this.

ok among these few days whioh i made note of in my calendar in my phone, think i went to char hse ermm once or twice. went to jieru hse on a rainy day too. dun rmb which day. called jieru and sarah when they came back from thailand think on 23rd. talked to char on the phone or rather ermm din really talked much aslo. crappy stuff. pooled with beav mainly. still yet to get my jeans from the damn hang ten which tell me they needed 7 to 10 working days to alter the jeans. went for my cousin's wedding dinner (in some ulu neighbourhood restaurant) and haha saw my vv metrol sexual cousin. damn gross. face whiter paint and skinner then anything. heard my mum tt he even does ermm alot of facials at home. ermm worked. trg. took care of my sis cos of fever. ermm conpleted buying thr whole series of the comics which i have collected at the cost at freaking 85 bucks. erm...

for mth of dec...intend to make at least 300 bucks this month. go and meet frens which i think have neglected for a long time cos of one reason or another. but think the main reason is cos i am working. sorry. get smth decent for my other cousin wedding in M hotel. see prom pics from my snrs. go for table tennis outing and ya get money back from whuever which is still owning me. ermmm find time to study. and ya build up on my fitness...it has went blahhhhhh. hahaha

ok char...happy????? (and hema also...)

ciao all


zhen slammed at 01:00

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