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Wednesday, March 30
lala...haha i will jus be writing crap here when i am supposed to be studying my electrochem. come to think of it jc really teaches things damn fast. i still rmb in sec sch my tcher took like dunno hwo long to get us to fully understand electroysis and now i am supposed to jus attend the lect for a few hrs and get te whole idea. haha independent learning? haha wadever la. more lke jus studying the notes which are copied from other ppl. haha my mum has jus finished eating a quarter of a watermelon by herself. think she will hog the toilet for the rest of the night. my second sis think talking on the phone with her bf or her frens or smth la. small sis i think enjoying air con in my mum's rm so here i am sitting in front of this super laggy com trying to type some sense here.
haha the advertisement for "the interview with the vampire" seems not bad. got tom criuse, brad pitt, kisrten dust, antino bandarius and dunno whu. so for any other person whu still am reading my stupid blog till here should realise tt i am really writing crap. i think jc has let me opened my eyes to alot of things. haha dunno wat also. or rather dun feel like thinking tt deep or wadever so crap.
so ya...i should go and find some online penpal or someone jus overseas so i can understand their lifestyles and get to know ppl and culture outside od singapore. damn la i used to have one but for like dunno how freaking damn long he haven replied and for a period of time i was scared t he was affected by the tsunamis..ya he is from mauritius. so ya he is not dead but kicking and alive but due to some reasons or another he dun wan to reply or dunno wat to reply. wadever i realise the human spirit is still the one biggest thing in life which endures thru everything.
now ya all the bt results r coming back so ya dunno should be happ or sad or jsu ya i got it back so ya ok. work harder and ya i dunno wat i am talking abt alr. haha brain am not really into this blog so ya. ok since i am blogging i might as well do a proper job of it.
ok a summary of sch. interesting? exciting? boring? monotonous? i dunno. u decide. think alot of ppl will be busy this term. sports ppl with their intensive trainings and competitions and oritenetations to fit into a new system of sch and even more new ppl and new pressure. ppl being bounded by their cca to perform and also other ppl whu have to ra ra along like counsellor and even ya photograhic society ppl gg to take pic. missing lessons will be a common thing i guess this term.
oh yaaaa new student in class called gary. used to be from 52 last yr then screwed his gp so come back. haha his hair v funny got this patch of white in the midst of the black hair. will he become another wei peng? haha only time will tell i guess.
ya ok i shall stop writing crappy and nonsensical stuff here. with totally no logic. but it is pretty interesting to jus sit here laze in the chair and jus move my fingers and jus type the first thing that comes to my mind, ya..my mum is watching some of her tai ji vcds so i better scram be4 i fall asleep here or wadver crap. blah blah. i should really go and catch up on some friendships ard me. ok i shall try.
think this will be my blog for a wile till i gte tt bored and wadever crappy feeling to tyep this kind of dumb thing...haha there is actually a guy whu has the title of tai ji prince. direct translation pls. wth la..will there be a king queen and even a princess and a jack? ok be4 i talk mroe crappp lala. seems like i have repeated this phrase a few times ok. bye.
zhen slammed at 23:40
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Sunday, March 27
the image of the empty wheel chair still fresh in my mind
but i dun wan to make a commitment and broke it off
i dun wan to forsake him again
did miracles really happen then?
or we have gotten more and more skeptical in these days?
haha
wadever la
zhen slammed at 23:26
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Wednesday, March 16
ok this blog is gg to sound like char's. but i had a funny dream jus now when i was napping. ya napping. i cant be bothered with studies now. ya had a funny dream. come to think of it now it is like totally outrageous. sarah, we really need to figure out wat is a dream and wat makes it happen. haha not tt is a bad or good dream but i am sure 100% plus chop it is not happen. wat the hell was i thinking abt. ok shall jus stop here. hahahhaaa tt dream is really funny
zhen slammed at 20:21
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Saturday, March 12
1. have u ever heard of the phrase" make yr mark on this world and leave some impression behind that u have existed in a certain time and place". where did this need come from? do u believe in it? i think i do. i wan to do smth which i can look back upon in my old days and know tt is the greastest achievement in my life. maybe it is jus me but i wan to assure myself or rather i wan to know tt i have lived and truly used my life here on earth to do smth worthwhile. maybe it is jus that insecure instinct or wadever u call it in me that wan to know i have actually impacted ppl. surly everyone wan to be wanted by someone. wanted or desired or missed by someone cos u made yr mark in this world to show tt u certain in this time and place. i guess i am jus being crappy since it is alr 1.56am
2. why do ppl whu r not in love stay tog? like in a loveless relationship where the 2 parties quarrel v often. do they share smth which transcends love? love is commonly tot to be the basis for a relationship be it betw friends, family or spouse. how is a relationship build up anw? by devoting time and energyand love? do the couple maybe like have come to a pt where they simply respect each other jus becos they have come to terms with each other or they share a diff kind of love all tog? one which allows them to fight and fall out, then the longing and missing of their other half starts which makes them realise how impt each other is to themselves as though u r taking a scapel and cutting away yr other half. this will drive them tog then cos they r tog sparks will fly and the whole damn cycle repeats itself again.
3. u can break up with a boyfren. u can divorce a husband. but there is no official way to end a friendship. u jus have to only drift apart. guess it is true cos ppl have feelings for the other half. although the feelings shared in a friendship is diff from that of a couple, it seems tt ppl can harden their hearts and bear the pain and longing and wadver other shit when it comes to completely cutting the other half from their lives but somehow or another u dun really hear much abt ppl telling their frens smth like u r not my fren anymore or even the seemingly childish "i dun fren u". guess the one thing which ppl cant overcome and control is still distance.
zhen slammed at 01:46
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Tuesday, March 8
should i blog? should i blog? should i blog or not? reasons for blogging...cos i have not blogged fro sometime. not true cos there r ppl whu haven blog for a longer time. ( this is a v general statement). cos i got nth better to do. cos cos cos..ya...reasons for nto blogging...BT coming!!! 2 wks more!!! yes...and i am supposed to go and bath and then go slack ard more than study. ok shall jus sit ard and watch tv and maybe i happy then go do stupid ideal gas... stupid ideal gas..it is not even ideal la. wat crap with all the formulas and stuff. such a nice and cut eq like pV=nRT can twist till so freaking darn hard. damn ass. spend the whole afternoon at coffee bean and only did like the short qn which is like only 11 freaking qns which mostly only needed me to sub one freaking formula and the process of finding which formula to use can kill me till i die alr. ideal my foot. ok i shall nto complain anymore abt studies. ya i have to prove to myself tt i am nto stupid. i dun believe tt i am. i tend to believe or rather WAN to believe tt i am jus pure 100% lazy to the core, a lazy bum whu have gotten used to slacking ard for 1 yr. i am nto really expecting much fro my block test. jus to pass all 3 subs at A lvl pls...so jus a e for everythign then i will move on to higher achievements..wahh sound damn pro. ok fine wadever. study.....
zhen slammed at 21:00
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Wednesday, March 2
guess it is abt time to blog abt things which hapened to me since i mia myself from blogging. i am starting to think that blogging is a waste of time and jus brain cell. but on the other hand it is so much easier than sitting down to study and solve qns. so i am now jus doing my crappy talk so jus bear with me. so like wat everyone knows block test is coming up in less than 3 wks. so wats new? this is j2 life for u. seriously i have never done so much studying in my 10 yrs of studying. not even for my O lvls. guess peer pressure can really affect u. not tt my grp of frens in rv r nto studying but more like they study at home and i cant do it. haha i can jus think of wat happened on sat where i jus sit here and there ard my rm for the whole day and will nto get anything done. so ya my life now seems to resembles the life of ppl who i used to say "have no life". haha i shall jus strive on and hope my efforts will jus get me some decent results. wat abt passing all 3 subjs? tt is a gd start for once.
nth much has happened to me other than my studious nature being cultivated. hey ppl...esp like fang hui yarnz and ser...when r we gg to meet up ar? for dinner or smth la or else either our studies or cca will jus take over our lives. does it make us life-less?
shall now go back to studying maths. and chem. and phy, and gp. blah blah blah blah blah blah
And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called me
I know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
I won't hide it
I won't hide it
zhen slammed at 21:27
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