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Saturday, March 12

1. have u ever heard of the phrase" make yr mark on this world and leave some impression behind that u have existed in a certain time and place". where did this need come from? do u believe in it? i think i do. i wan to do smth which i can look back upon in my old days and know tt is the greastest achievement in my life. maybe it is jus me but i wan to assure myself or rather i wan to know tt i have lived and truly used my life here on earth to do smth worthwhile. maybe it is jus that insecure instinct or wadever u call it in me that wan to know i have actually impacted ppl. surly everyone wan to be wanted by someone. wanted or desired or missed by someone cos u made yr mark in this world to show tt u certain in this time and place. i guess i am jus being crappy since it is alr 1.56am

2. why do ppl whu r not in love stay tog? like in a loveless relationship where the 2 parties quarrel v often. do they share smth which transcends love? love is commonly tot to be the basis for a relationship be it betw friends, family or spouse. how is a relationship build up anw? by devoting time and energyand love? do the couple maybe like have come to a pt where they simply respect each other jus becos they have come to terms with each other or they share a diff kind of love all tog? one which allows them to fight and fall out, then the longing and missing of their other half starts which makes them realise how impt each other is to themselves as though u r taking a scapel and cutting away yr other half. this will drive them tog then cos they r tog sparks will fly and the whole damn cycle repeats itself again.

3. u can break up with a boyfren. u can divorce a husband. but there is no official way to end a friendship. u jus have to only drift apart. guess it is true cos ppl have feelings for the other half. although the feelings shared in a friendship is diff from that of a couple, it seems tt ppl can harden their hearts and bear the pain and longing and wadver other shit when it comes to completely cutting the other half from their lives but somehow or another u dun really hear much abt ppl telling their frens smth like u r not my fren anymore or even the seemingly childish "i dun fren u". guess the one thing which ppl cant overcome and control is still distance.


zhen slammed at 01:46

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